Shopping spree and check balancing

So today I ran a lot of errands. Well, not a lot but it seemed like a lot. First I was running out of my face lotion stuff so I had to go get it. The stuff I use is really expensive...so I usually spend about $90 on it. I know, pretty bad, but it's good stuff. Anyway, after that I went to Main Place...first to exchange a shirt that I got for Mel but he wanted another size...after that I went found myself in Aeropostale and when I left, I had gotten something for Hugo for his birthday that's in a half an hour. Then I was looking for Wet Seal but found forever 21. It was weird cuz their logo was different. It was XXI instead of 21. Anyway, I spent a lot!!! I can't believe I spent so much...but I've never chosen so many pieces of clothing and fit all of them before...ever!!! But I put back two because I wanted to know that I was still in control. hehehe... Anyway, I love what I got and I don't regret my decision.

I was just balancing my checks and accounts and stuff. I think I'll be ok. I have a good enough amount saved in my checking and savings, and my financial aid disbursement's coming tmw...so no worries...plus my debt's only about $400 so I can pay that off, no biggy.

ohhhh not to mention, I bought some tops for my mom. She's gotten pretty thin, so I wanted to get her something that would fit her better. My next plan is to get her some pants...She has to safety pin her pants cus she's that thin now...sigh. poor mommy.

I went to visit my dad today too. I hung out with him for a bit, sang him some songs...cried, smiled. I really miss my dad, his hugs, his laughs, his jokes...I would give anything for him to come back. I just pray that the Lord will continue to watch over us and give us strength to move on.

Jealousy....why?

Sometimes I find myself so angry...like furious....enraged. I hate to say I'm a jealous person, but I guess I am. Even though he's not really my bf, I hate the fact that he's so nice to people that it makes you wonder sometimes if it's really because he's nice, or if there's something else. argh.

Anyway, my head hurts right now. I have a goal..well a few goals for Spring Break...Granted, it's only a week. I'll still try to meet all of these goals. First, I'm going on a healthy diet....work out. Sounds so good I wanna do it right now...but I can't..it's 10 pm and I sorta..ate..like a lot. LOL. I'm gonna dream about it tonight I know it. =P

Ultra portable laptop...

So I got myself a new laptop. It's the Asus Eee 7'' Laptop. It's so small. I'm actually on it right now typing this. So far, its size hasn't bothered me. I hope it doesn't. I really like it. It's super light and it doesn't look cheap like some people said. It's pretty "slique" looking. I chose white because I was afraid that the colored one would look like a toy. It's gonna be a bit of a hassle trying to keep it clean cus it's really white.

But anyway, I'm running off 5 hours of in and out sleep. I feel a bit sick, but at the same time, I have a lot of energy.

I'm lovin' my new baby notebook. As far as life....I got a lot of work to do...

sign off. =]