I've been thinking a lot about why I keep allowing unnecessary things happen to me; specifically things that don't bring me happiness. Am I really strong or just foolish? I guess I AM stupid for love. I didn't understand what that meant when that was said to me. How can someone be stupid for my love? Well, I guess now I understand. I do stupid things just for a taste of "your" love.
I guess I'm truly a stubborn person. I don't like to give up. But I guess sometimes it's not such a bad idea to give up.
I don't like this instability and it's been a common theme in some of my relationships.
I feel blessed and not so blessed at the same time. Isn't that funny?
So I have a couple of questions that maybe those of you who read my blogs can help me to answer.
1. How do you help someone to grow? What does it mean to have a growth-filled relationship?
2. Do you agree with the saying "better to have something, than nothing at all"?
I have more questions. I just don't know how to phrase them yet. So, for now, that's it.
Anyway, I better pay attention in class.
