Why?

Why don't good things happen to good people? I overheard my mom talking on the phone about my aunt; the one whose first child was born outside of her womb so he didn't make it and now is carrying a baby. She was really happy and so were we. It was so awesome to feel the baby kicking. Just the thought of person carrying another life inside is just amazing. My mom was saying that there were some complications with the baby and he's missing xyz. I couldn't hear exactly what my mom was saying but it didn't sound good. My aunt prays everyday and she's so involved in her church. She sings in the choir, she goes to retreats, she helps out..she does a lot. Her husband isn't Catholic so he's not involved as much..he's gotten better though. But my aunt was scared that because there are complications with the baby, her husband won't let her go to church and pray and stuff anymore. Poor auntie.

So something was wrong with the water system in the bathrooms at my house. We had a flood in one of the bathrooms a few days ago. My uncles came over and spent like 6 hours trying to fix it. They finally did...for a couple days. It's acting up again. I took a shower in the bathroom in the dining room, and the water started rising in the tub in the other bathroom. I went to do my business and flushed..but it wouldn't go down. sigh.

You know what that means...usually it's more money more problems...well in this case...it's more problems more money. It's gonna cost to having the plumbers come and fix it. =\

What a good way to start the new year...with plumbers in your house.

"I didn't know I didn't want it...til I didn't want it." Funny that sometimes it's true. I guess that's why some people take risks and say they don't regret anything they've done.

Another episode of Grey's Anatomy. I should probably warn you that my blogs are probably gonna make lots of references to this show....just so you know.

That's all.

Good night.

Merry Christmas.

Lose all troubles because after all, it's Christmas time...

right?

wrong. Don't get me wrong. I am grateful for all that I've received and more but it just doesn't feel the same this year. I put on a smile and let out a few laughs I guess because it's Christmas time and nobody wants to see people frowning. The best gift I got this season is seeing my family opening gifts and laughing. My mom was laughing. That was the best gift she gave me and she didn't even know it.

Christmas will never be the same...actually just all holidays in general. But, I'm learning to adapt.

If there's one thing I realized today, it's the fact that no matter how much you want a person to be a certain way, sometimes they don't ...ooh wow I just fell asleep..

wow...so I felt asleep in a really weird position and now my neck hurts...

to be continued....

"Sometimes it doesn't matter how much you love someone...they just won't love you back the same way."

Great..now I'm quoting Grey's Anatomy.

Good night world.

Why do people do things they don't want to do?



If love were enough...