Defense Mechanisms

So the title has nothing to do with my blog. I'm just in class right now and that's what we're talking about. I'm not really paying attention which isn't a good thing but for some reason I don't really care. Just one of them days where I'm just really consumed by random, lame thoughts in my mind. I was thinking about gifts this morning while driving to class. I think the best part about a gift from someone, at least for me, is the card that comes with it. I enjoy reading the card more than the gift itself. I think it's because when people take the time to write, they usually take the time to think of what to write, and when they can come up with something to write about, I feel like I was worth that time that they spent thinking of what to write about.

Thanks for writing me a card on top of getting me a gift. Your wine is still waiting for you, and your frame is still sitting on my nightstand.

Here's another random thought.

It's okay to feel unhappy about something but want to work towards being happy about it, right? I feel like I've invested so much time and effort trying to work towards a medium but I don't really know where I'm heading towards...

It's really cold in this classroom. It's making me first wanna leave and let the sun bathe me, second, get some food...preferably a tofu salad from Kabuki. Funny how I'm so detailed about what I want. *

Why did I put a star there? I dunno..maybe it's something to think about for my next blog.

Oh another random one..

I'm sorry. I've said it too many times, but I still am, and as long as I'm still sorry, I will continue to say it. Maybe, I'll do something about it instead of saying sorry all the time, but for now, that's all I can do.

OH! I just learned that I'm a repressive coper. Great...