I'm officially done with school...well for now until second session starts. I feel like I have nothing to do now and I'm constantly trying to figure out what to do. I know I have a lot to do, like getting started on my grad school stuff, and I dunno, just a lot. But it's like I don't wanna get to it or something. I need to get a book for my GREs, and get started on studying for that. Man, senior year is gonna be so hectic. I can already feel the pressure. Trying not to though.

So did anyone feel the earthquake today? I didn't! I sorta wanted to feel it because we haven't had many little earthquakes in a while. I was driving at the time so I didn't feel it. When I got to school, I was sitting at one of the benches to study for my final, and I noticed a missed call on my phone. So my mom had called me. I called her back and she was like, "are you ok? where are you?" She sounded all worried. I thought it was sorta cute. But anyway, feeling that earthquake could have shaken me up for my final...too bad I didn't feel it. oh well.

Liwanag "meeting"...not really...today was fun. Kirs and Erwin's story was hilarious. the party bus and the stripper pole..LOL. Too funny. I'm waiting to have an experience as adventurous as that one to tell everyone this Summer. I have a feeling I'm not gonna really do much. I hope I'll still get to go jetskiing. It's really fun! So my plan for tomorrow...

Clean and rearrangement furniture in my room. I have frames and stuff to put up, but haven't found the time to do that. So, I'm gonna move some things around and hopefully find the right spot for my paintings, and hang-on-the-wall stuff. haha.

So during my conversation with Nez on aim yesterday, she randomly threw out a statistic about masturbation. I thought it was hiLAARious! She said something like, did you know that 98% of the male population masturbates and 2% who don't either have some kind of disability or..something else, I can't remember. I was studying for my final so when I read that, it woke me up. ahaha. I forgot to save the conversation but it was pretty funny.

Anyway, I'm gonna go to bed. Good nite!!

So, I'm supposed to be studying. I am...I was...I finished a lecture of slides. I'm trying to keep my mind from wandering some place else. This thought..I just want it to go away. This image...I just want it to vanish. This feeling...I want it to stop.

Can't help it...I'm falling. agh.

Sigh, time to study again.

Ok..so it's 1:57 am right now. I wanna sleep but I keep thinking. Why am I thinking right now? I should be asleep!

I'm missing something.

I read other people's blogs sometimes and they always seem so much more interesting. Mine are either about my complaints or just stuff that doesn't really make sense to anyone else but myself. What is the purpose of blogging anyway? Is it to share interesting things about yourself or about random life experiences or thoughts, or is it used as an outlet for all your thoughts that are trapped inside your head waiting to be released. I dunno...it's a total myth, believing that you could figure somebody out just by reading their blogs. But somehow, I'm always afraid that's true, so I try to release whatever thoughts I have without really telling the whole world what I'm talking about. Sometimes I fail at that. sucks. oh well.

So, here's something interesting for your reading pleasure. maybe not. haha.

Fun facts about me:

I used to have really poofy hair, like Black peoples'.
I like bitter melon.
I almost drown in an 8ft pool.
I got lost when I was 3 years old and my parents found me at a police station.
I fit in the palm of my mom's hands when I was born.
I used to hate my smile.
I fainted once while getting blood drawn and scared the heck out of the everybody.
I have a scar like Harry Potter on my forehead because I ran down the hall way in my house and fell.
I have two scars on my face; one from my cousin, and the other from her brother.
I fell off a motorbike and Viet Nam while it was still moving...almost died.
I was stopped by a cop once because he thought I was underage and out past my curfew.

Well...I'm getting pretty tired and I can't think of anymore "fun" facts about me...cus I'm tired...so maybe I'll continue later.

Have a good night errbody!

hmm...so, my next long term goal is to learn Japanese. Yup...it's gon happen! best believe it. =]

I went to Little tokyo and bought like a lunch set thing with a lunch box, bag, and chopsticks...it's super Japanese! haha. I love it.

I'm gonna be sporting my new bento box and the whole bit during lunch. Maybe you'll catch me one day with it. haha

That stuff is super cute.

Anyway, gotta get back to studying.

Good luck with finals!

What does it mean when you have a dream about marrying your friend? Soooo weirdddd! You know how dreams are so real sometimes? Well this one was really real and it really scared me. =Z So I tried to fall back to sleep just so I could somehow change it, but it didn't work! =\

Anyway, hopefully it's like a reverse meaning type of thing...where if something bad happens to you in your dream, then it's a good thing?....I dunno.

Ahh, got class!

thanks for listening. C=