So, I'm supposed to be studying. I am...I was...I finished a lecture of slides. I'm trying to keep my mind from wandering some place else. This thought..I just want it to go away. This image...I just want it to vanish. This feeling...I want it to stop.

Can't help it...I'm falling. agh.

Sigh, time to study again.

Ok..so it's 1:57 am right now. I wanna sleep but I keep thinking. Why am I thinking right now? I should be asleep!

I'm missing something.

I read other people's blogs sometimes and they always seem so much more interesting. Mine are either about my complaints or just stuff that doesn't really make sense to anyone else but myself. What is the purpose of blogging anyway? Is it to share interesting things about yourself or about random life experiences or thoughts, or is it used as an outlet for all your thoughts that are trapped inside your head waiting to be released. I dunno...it's a total myth, believing that you could figure somebody out just by reading their blogs. But somehow, I'm always afraid that's true, so I try to release whatever thoughts I have without really telling the whole world what I'm talking about. Sometimes I fail at that. sucks. oh well.

So, here's something interesting for your reading pleasure. maybe not. haha.

Fun facts about me:

I used to have really poofy hair, like Black peoples'.
I like bitter melon.
I almost drown in an 8ft pool.
I got lost when I was 3 years old and my parents found me at a police station.
I fit in the palm of my mom's hands when I was born.
I used to hate my smile.
I fainted once while getting blood drawn and scared the heck out of the everybody.
I have a scar like Harry Potter on my forehead because I ran down the hall way in my house and fell.
I have two scars on my face; one from my cousin, and the other from her brother.
I fell off a motorbike and Viet Nam while it was still moving...almost died.
I was stopped by a cop once because he thought I was underage and out past my curfew.

Well...I'm getting pretty tired and I can't think of anymore "fun" facts about me...cus I'm tired...so maybe I'll continue later.

Have a good night errbody!