Why do I feel like I'm being condemned just because I'm fighting for my happiness? Why is it anyone's business? Do I have to tell the world? Is it okay to tell the world? It's like I'm always stuck between making others happy or making myself happy. I can't just be happy and make others happy can I....if that's possible then I'm a complete failure at it. I'm sorry for what my heart tells me to do but I have to follow it.

I am really sorry.