The End of the Beginning

I'm about to leave to Big Bear. I decided to go at the time when I really needed to get away. Now, I feel torn between staying and leaving. It's funny how things can change in a matter of days, hours, minutes, and even seconds. Should I stay? I couldn't do that; not to the person who cared enough to ask me to come along. Do I want to stay? A big part of me wants to spend new year's eve at home. I consider many places home. But, I'm going and hopefully come back earlier if there's a ride back. Happy New Year...