It's been a long four days and I've realized a lot of things about myself through talking to certain people that came on the trip. I'm glad I stayed rather than leaving home early on Friday. God must have been responsible for my change of mind.
There are many new things I learned from observation and from the things people have shared with me. I'm not really sure why all of this is happening right now, but I'm going to continue to pray about this and hope that God will shed some light on it and make things clearer for me.
I'm beginning to learn how to really love myself. It's such an amazing feeling when I can just feel at peace about letting something go. I'm beginning to believe that some risks are worth taking.
My new year's resolutions:
Remind myself of my self-worth
Take risks
Be firm about what I want
Be honest about what I don't want
Begin and end with a prayer
Make an effort to balance out the amount of time I spend with friends and with family
I think those are the most important things I want to work on this year. If I come up with more, I'll make sure to add it to the list. But, I think this is a pretty good list. =]
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