My happiness is not in your hands. You do make me happy, but like I said, it's not your responsibility to make me happy about everything about my life. You being here for me makes me happy. You supporting me makes me happy. You not giving up on me makes me happy. By that, I mean you're not letting this "situation" come between our friendship.
You're not hurting me. I'm hurting myself. I'm letting go of the hope I once had. I will keep my hope in His plans, but I'm letting go of selfishness. I'm letting go of what I want. I'm gonna learn to accept my life the way it is right now.
It's really hard, even as I write this. But I'm just really tired of fighting it. Fighting Him. I don't want to let go, but I think that's what He wants me to do. So, I'm gonna.
I don't want you to feel like it's your fault that I'm not happy. I'm only unhappy about certain aspects of my life.
You've done way too much for me.
Thank you.
so much.
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