Is it possible?

ehgghh...what is the meaning of this? I hate what my heart tries to make me do sometimes.

The olden days are gone.

I guess it's not up to me to decide my destiny.

I miss my dad. I dunno if I've come to terms with this yet. I feel like he's still here. I feel like I've been suppressing these feelings long enough, but I'm not sure how to let it out. Sigh.

I got an A on my midterm and A+ on my pop quiz. I wish I could show it to my dad and watch him smile and hear him say how proud he is of me.