Every time this day comes around, I get really sad. Don't know if I can ever forget it. I went to the park today. Only for a couple minutes though. I had to run to the shop right after work. I had forgotten that I needed to go to the shop today. My whole plan didn't really go as planned. I was going to go to work and then go to the park and relax for a bit. Then hit the gym and then go to rehearsal for the wedding tomorrow...I mean today..since it's 12:33 am. Instead, I went to the park for a minute, then headed out to the shop. I had to push rehearsal back an hour because it was so hectic at the shop. Finally got home and showered. Phew!
I continue to pray for strength and courage. Strength to endure and courage to move forward. I'm going to miss my kids. I've learned so much from working for this organization. I love being able to share my energy with them every morning. Today I came into work with so much energy. Even though I'm not much of a morning person, I was hyped and ready to get these kids excited. I don't know exactly what happens to me, but when I see the kids, I get so much energy. I'm really silly and goofy, but I can get them to behave. I look at the other program leaders and I feel like giving them a bit of a shake sometimes. You can tell which program leaders want to be there and which don't.
I should be sleeping to charge up my voice for tomorrow but...
I guess you can go through one day of agony but day will become night and before you know it, it's a new day. So cheers to a new day.
Good night everyone!
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