Sometimes I wonder what kind of person I come off as to people. Do people see me as a shy, quiet person? an innocent person? a person who's got lots to hide? I dunno. What do you think of me? I guess the important question is not what people think about me, but if I care about what they think about me. I try not to let others persuade me into thinking that I'm a horrible person, but sometimes I can't help but feel like I am. Maybe I did something that wasn't what they expected of me...like..maybe I got a little drunk and danced with people I didn't know...Does that really define me as a person? So I was drunk, and I was dancing with people I didn't know, in ways I wouldn't have danced if I were sober. Does that now make me a bad person? Despite the fact that I feel completely disappointed in myself, I can only say that alcohol makes you do things your right mind would stop you from doing. For the record, I hate people who look like they're goin at it on the dance floor. That is disrespectful to humankind. Was I dancing like that? If I was, I'm sorry. I'm sure I wasn't though. The point is, I'm highly disappointed in myself, but I also know that one night of drunkenness does not make me a bad person.
I'm gonna keep saying that to myself until I get over this. I am never getting drunk ever again, and it will probably be awhile til I step into another night club. The end.
4 comments:
who is trying to persuade you that you are a bad person??? cuz u ain't. and no one is perfect... except Jesus. and if Jesus is trying to tell u u'r a bad person, then maybe u ain't talkin to Jesus.
this is me persuading u that you are a goo dperson... but methinks u already know that.
i think you're awesome.
and hey! it was your bday, live it up.
but on the reals, you're a great person. =D
yea, i believe you are allowed to party on your 21th birthday. and if you didn't party on your 21th, i'd probably try to convince you that you were a bad person cuz you didn't, and not cuz you did.
don't let this get you down. i think you are gr8.
I see you as Tracy Vo:
A child of God,
A responsible young woman,
A diligent student,
A loving daughter,
An amazing friend (to many),
And perfectly imperfect.
Love yah! =)
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