I am feeling so torn right now. I guess it's a big problem when you want to be a part of everything. I feel like it's a relationship and I'm not completely faithful to both. I'm not talking about boys either. That is the LAST thing on my mind. Sigh. This makes me feel so uneasy.

I don't wanna make it seem like I'm abandoning either...that hurt when I heard that.

Sleep would be nice right about now.