It's raining outside and I'm just sitting here
I just think of your smile and the world is so clear
How I wish for a sign or something to set me free
'Cause ever since I lost you I've been down on my knees

Praying Lord won't you bring him back
Won't you take away the pain Lord that's all I ask
How am I supposed to go on living each day
Knowing that I'll never see another smile on your face
You were always there when I needed you most
Even thought you are gone I'll still keep you close
to my heart.

It's been 8 months since you've been gone
But I've been praying each day, living in the shadow of your love
I know you are near, at least that much is clear
You're my angel from afar, here to take away my fears
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Just random.

I'm weak and I fall short on many aspects of my life, but I've always had a desire to make people happy. Well, I don't think I'm strong enough to do that right now because it seems like I'm horrible at it. I don't really know where I'm being led to but I guess with faith, comes trust that I'll end up in the right place, wherever that may be. Thank you for tonight. I wanted to let it out, and I was able to through your powerful prayer. Maybe someday I will have enough courage to offer my own prayer. For now, I'll keep praying for that courage.