So, I must say that I was disappointed in how our meeting went. I'm the kind of person that wants things to be very good and I put a lot of effort into what I do down to the little details so that others can enjoy a good meeting. I really don't like the fact that we did not have things down like we had planned. We shouldn't have missed the intentions, and we had planned earlier who was going to do opening and closing prayer. We actually had other things planned that would have made more sense in terms of the topic of our meeting. I think that there was a big trust issue and not following through with what we've assigned ourselves to do. It would've been nice to have a smoother meeting. I think it would've ran smoother if I had more time to work on setting up and other paraphernalia instead of having to work on something else that I could've and should've had help with. I'm really tough on myself, I must admit. When things don't satisfy people the way I want them to, it really upsets me. I'm taking this meeting as a lesson. I know what I have to work on. I feel like my last meeting that I hosted which was a pretty long time ago went soooo much better than this one. I learned a lot about myself while planning this meeting.
Thank you for showing your support and coming out to the meeting. I really appreciate everyone's presence. Y'all definitely lit my heart up. =]
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i think it's okay to be personally hard on yourself. i think what is important here (and note: i might be a hypocrite here but...) is that your judgements abour yourself does not discourage you. and i don't think your discoraged, you learn and move forward with the new experiences of life.
and im glad that my first ever mustard seed meeting was planned by u and kevin. i mainly came out cuz u personally invited me. i might not have gone otherwise. fa sho i was gonna support. haha. : )
just wanna say that i was at your meeting and i thought it was wonderful.
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