You surprise me. I thought out of everyone, you would be most likely to leave a message even if you weren't going to make it to an event. I don't really know what to think anymore. I fear. I fear a lot of things, but it wouldn't make sense for me to fear that you're happy. You may be happy with someone else and that's a good thing. What you used to do for me, someone else gets a chance to experience. Should I worry? No, because all I want is for you to be happy. It's ok that your blogs are about someone now. It's ok that you send care packages to someone else and that someone is able to give you hugs because of the close proximity that person is lucky to be in. It's ok that we haven't spoken in a while. It's ok that I haven't seen you in a while. IT IS OK.....as long as you're happy.....only if you're happy.