"I'm hurting but I'm not hurt."
This Caritas retreat has helped bring me back to the real me. I was becoming less and less of myself before the retreat and even though I knew that, I didn't care, until I was shaken out of it. There's this sharp pain in my chest that I can't seem to control. Just when I thought I had passed another test, He gives me another one, one that caught me so off guard. I could ask why but I know the answer. "...to give you a life filled with hope."
Today marked the day I lost not one, but two people so dear to my heart...and unexpectedly.
I will never understand why some of these things happened...but maybe it wasn't meant for me to understand.
I was going to share about my Caritas experience but I guess that will forever remain a mystery.
I'll pray for you. For stability. For faith. For Hope. For love.
By the way, you are a coward. I say that with utmost respect and love.
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