My Goal

So, I'm feeling very ambitious right now. I'm just tired of being ordinary or just barely making it. I know my goal was to make Dean's list, and I was .4 points away from making it but this time I'm really going to make it. I don't care if I'm going to be hanging out at the library all day, I will make Dean's list this quarter AND Spring quarter. I'm tired of making goals I fail to reach. Just like I'm tired of giving in, backing down, submitting, letting certain things bypass, I will not allow it this time. I will not allow myself to procrastinate. I will not allow myself to say pessimistic things like " I can't do it." I will not let anything get in the way of attaining my goals.

After all the planning, I think I'm going to apply for a second part time job. One job is not enough to pay all the bills I have and I really need to help my mom more. I should take care of my own car insurance, health insurance, just anything that has to do with me. I also want to go to Europe and I'm not sure if I'll save up enough money by this Summer to go, but since I'm being ambitious and optimistic, I'm gonna say I will save up enough. muahaha.

So, 2 jobs, an internship, and 3-4 classes. Doesn't sound too bad right? Yeaaa.. I'm ready to make this happen!

I know I have God at my right and my dad at my left...so all I need is the will to make all this happen and lots of prayers.

Good night all. I hope my ambition was contagious. You can all be ambitious and optimistic!