So here I am again, in bed, and not asleep. I've been thinking a lot about this one specific thing. Have I been so weak that I could not hide my feelings enough, causing others to have sympathy on me? Or rather, manipulate others? Trust me, it is not my desire to be pitied upon. I would much rather have a great life without all the pain that comes with this "mission."
A wise friend reminded me the other day that your true friends will always allow you back into their lives, understand why you left, and help you move forward....if and when you are ready. But does that mean the friends who won't do that are untrue? I doubt it. But who am I to judge.
In lieu of this so-called Valentine's Day, which will end in approximately 43 minutes, I just want to say that love is a powerful word and I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it. If ever I've said it to you, know that I meant it from the bottom of my heart.
P.S
Reaching out and asking for help could have adverse effects. It's called becoming a burden or causing others to perceive it as a selfish act of attention-seeking. Sorry if you felt that way.
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