Alright...it's me again.

So, I'm really into purple for some reason...like every shade of purple. I was trying to look for a nice purple background and I came up with this one that's currently on page. You might not be able to see it though and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because it needs time to update or what not. But anyway, instead of paying attention in my Beatles and the 60s class, I was looking at all my blogs. Man...I may as well get rid of them all because even i got annoyed at how much i complained. I'm sure I wrote something about how I complain a lot on my blogs. Then again, my blog is probably the only place I can complain without annoying people I guess. Because if you chose to read my blogs, then you already know what you're getting yourself into.

It's like my Human Sexuality class lecture last night. We watched a documentary called American Porn. I don't really care much about the adult industry. Despite the fact that people give up their own dignity and self respect when they choose to work in the adult industry, it's for people who search for it. I mean, if you don't like it, don't watch it. You always have a choice. Some people make bad choices...some people dwell on which choices to make (like me), and some surprisingly make very good ones. Some make decisions without thinking and somehow it works. I call them lucky people. You know...the ones who are just in the right place, at the right time.

Anyway, let's talk about compromising. Not everything will go your way. Even millionaires have problems. Face it, you will always run into conflict at one time or another. So what do you do? Do you run away just because you can't handle opinions that are different from your own? Why not give others another chance AND yourself another chance. Challenge yourself.

Sometimes it's good to go with your gut feeling but I don't think it's good all the time. Your gut feeling is far from your heart feeling...does that make sense? Your mind is also very different. So when do you use your mind, your heart, or your gut feeling to make decisions? I still don't know the answer to that question.

For example, I feel like eating something right now. my gut tells me I should get something to eat. My heart tells me I'm craving something, and my mind tells me I'm not hungry.

I don't know if that's a good example but it's a real one.

Anyway, here's a random message. You can withdraw, run away, or keep yourself so busy that you shut yourself off from the world and most important, the people who love you, but I hope you don't forget that those people who love you aren't going anywhere even though you chose to walk away. You can communicate in many different ways. Aren't you glad the cellphone is not the only means of communication anymore? I am. You know what's even better? Transportation is not limited. You may not have a car, but there are other ways you can get to places. I guess my point is...IT'S YOUR CHOICE.

P.S
You commended me for always putting myself out there to risk heart breaks after heart breaks...You should try it. Fear only holds you back from experiencing what could be the best times of your life.