Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Withdrawals
You're withdrawn and I'm going through withdrawals. How funny is that? I had a really bad dream and I think my dream was my conscience telling me what I didn't want to hear. It was saying " you know it's not gonna work. You may wish for it to work, but you know it ain't ever gonna happen....that's why nobody ran after you in the dream stupid." How DO you mend a broken heart anyway? That's part of a song if you don't get my reference. Why do you keep wanting when clearly the person is not giving you what you need? These are questions I constantly ask myself, hoping by the time, I find the answers, I will have moved on.
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i just hope you end up happy.
Is "it" really what u need? Or is "it" something that u want so bad that u think u need it? What if the answer is in someone else--someone u have yet to notice? More importantly, what if all u need is to be alone? Maybe "it" isn't in someone else. Maybe "it" is in u. Maybe it's already there but u just dont see it.
Thanks for the first comment...Claude...=P
btw, what the heck was that comment for?? I don't get it.
I meant the second comment. I don't remember writing about what I needed.
What if the world doesn't revolve around you and you'll never get what you want. What will you do then? Will you continue to chase?
I KNOW the world doesn't revolve around me and if I never got what I wanted, at least I'll die knowing that I tried my best to chase my dreams and my passions instead of settling for second best.
U did mention what you need: "Why do you keep wanting when clearly the person is not giving you what you need?"
I guess in essence, I was trying to ask: what is it that u think u need? does it really have to come from another person or is it already something u have? just curious.
Oh, & just so u kno, the 3rd "anonymous" comment wasn't from me.
Yes. There are things I need that I can get on my own, but there are things I need that must come from someone. Let me make it clearer. I need it from that person only. It's not the same if it comes from someone else...It's not something I want but it's a long process to get over it.
Hey Tracy,
Hang in there okay? Just remember that the only person you'll ever need is God. You're prbbly thinking, "yeah yeah. If i had a dime for every time I heard that I'd be rich"
well then, you've got a friend in me too!
-Brian
You seemed a bit upset. I wanted to ask an honest question. I just wanted to make a point in that we all make it seemed as if the world revolved around us. We may not do it on purpose, but the way we are at times made it seemed as if people should act a certain way towards us. Sometimes in our relentless efforts to seek what we want, we neglect to see what we already have; whether it's a person or a personal quality. You've probably heard this a billion times already. In my opinion, second best is probably defined by the person. One cannot know what "the best" is unless they've experienced it. Second best might turn out to be the best in the end. Regardless, I hope you find what you're looking for and whatever/whoever that may be, you'll be content with it.
bleh de la bleh de blublableh.
i was the first to comment, so that makes me the best.
If I knew this blog of me speaking out loud just to sort of vent was gonna get so many comments that I honestly didn't really expect to get, I wouldn't have written it in the first place.
whoa, miss popular over here.
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