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Sometimes in life, you can't find it in your heart to do certain things. I can't find it in my heart to do a lot of things my mind wants to do. This makes things so complicated and difficult. Will this space really get me anywhere? Should I trust that it will? Feeling used and abused is not fun. The worst part is that I can't find it in my heart to be angry.

I can feel everyone just telling me to shut up; but if you ask, prepare to listen.

There's a little girl in my class that reminds me of another little girl I used to know. She was always witty and very cute. She died on my birthday 3 years ago.

When I was at a friend's dad's viewing. It was in the same place we had a viewing for my dad. I saw a flashback when I walked in; staring down the isle. I saw me, my mom, my brother, and you. We were all standing there. You bowed as guests came to offer their condolences. YOU bowed.

Why must it be all the life changing moments in my life?

Look at all these connections. How can we be broken?

I love just writing. I can write whatever i want to write and only I can really understand what I mean.

It's 2:47 in the morning. Scared to go sleep. Scared to wake up.