I feel like I've been struggling a lot to stay on the positive side of this mystery. Sometimes I feel like running away or turning my back, close my eyes, and never look that way ever again. But if God wanted me to stop coming to Him, He would've made it a lot easier.
I'm going to Canada soon and I'm so excited. I'm excited to go through the Caritas experience again. I'd like to hear what Cha Tri said on my Caritas again. I want it to seep through ever crevice of my body and permeate through every muscle. I want to be reintroduced to the art of God's Love and the art of letting go.
Perhaps, the art loving by letting go is the most complicated art I'm ever going to try to understand. I'd like to one day be able to love by letting go fully.
No matter what happens to me every single day, I know that at the end of it, God has loved me enough to allow me another day.
I miss you terribly, but I know that at least one of my prayers is answered everyday; everyday that you wake up.
No comments:
Post a Comment