Last night was one of the worst nights I've had. First I came home to an empty house with loneliness feeling every part of the house. Sorry, that wasn't supposed to sound poetic. I'm really not in the mood for that right now. But last night, my stomach was in so much pain. I went to the bathroom more than I slept....sigh...ok, so I exaggerated, but I went to the bathroom so many time...and every time was a painful one. I fell asleep scrunched up in a ball with my arms holding my stomach. I felt so weak after every bathroom trip. This morning...it didn't stop.

ugh. I feel like jello right now.