I think there's been some confusion. Maybe some people think that I can't speak for myself and so another person is speaking on my behalf. The truth is, I know I'm not ready for whatever role it is that people think I want to take. I haven't been around for very long, and I don't mind just singing. I don't want anyone to speak for me, and I don't want people to think I'm complaining. Sure, when there's such a big group, people are gonna feel left out and I totally understand that. It's all good. I do what I can, and I help whenever I can. So, if I can help you in any way, let me know. This is me, speaking for myself, and not anybody else.
It's a whole different story when you feel like your opinions don't matter just because you stepped out for a while and now you're back in the game. I think feeling left out and feeling unappreciated are two different types of feelings. For this, I definitely feel unappreciated. I don't want any glory for the things I've done, but I also don't want to feel like what I've done has no meaning. It's changed. A lot. And I'm super worried.
ahh...I"m gonna go to sleep. Good night.
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