So I went to confession today. I thought it would make me feel better but it just left me empty, and feeling the same way I felt before it. Honestly, I think I'm my own worst enemy. Now that I feel like total shit.. (excuse my French)...what next?

There's so much I can do to make me stop feeling this...too bad that's not the way life works. Well, at least not the way I want it to work. That's why some people hold on hoping that there will be better days.

Will there be better days? I dunno...but I'm a curious one so we'll see what happens.

Call this trust...faith...

whatever.

have a...silent night.