So since I just have a bunch of random thoughts in no particular order right now, I'm just gonna put them all down...in no particular order.

It's my dad's birthday today.

I just finished putting more ornaments on the tree and finished the centerpieces. It looks nice to me, but I won't know otherwise if no one tells me anything. I'll wait...and I'll hope...and if no one says anything...at least I still have that cool feeling that I made my house look more Christmas-y.

I had a long night...really long and uncalled for. I'm supposed to wake up early tomorrow to go visit my dad before I go to work.

I have a final on Wednesday...sigh.

I am failing at studying for the GRE...miserably. I can't seem to solve any of the problems. I got stuck with every problem I did, except for maybe 2.

Two broken individuals cannot mend each others' brokenness. Or it's just really really really hard and I don't think I am capable of doing that.

I'm sorry I don't express it enough, but I am grateful...and appreciative of all of it.

unconditional love.

I miss you.

He's there in my dreams...and I don't know the rest of the lyrics.

OMG it's 2:06am in the morning!

I can't sleep cus my hair is still wet from shower and it's too late to blow dry.

Misunderstood...yea...what can I do about it...

Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome...aka Sein-Leventhal Syndrome...

I wanna sleep...I really do....

Do you understand? or are you too angry to?

This is the song I was thinking about when we were talking...



sigh...I'm gonna sleep with wet hair...fun fun.

When your prayers don't seem to be heard or answered...do you just stop?

heh. I'm gonna pray.

Good night.