ulcers

You know, if this keeps happening, I might have an ulcer and not even know it. I cannot be stressed out like this...I really hate being stressed out and it really doesn't do any good for my barely healthy body. urgh. I want to not have to stress out because really, God handles it all, but why is it so hard to stay cool sometimes? Everyone is depending on you. Oh great, my mom just gave me a shit load of clean laundry and put it on my bed....should I sleep or should I just stay up til it's time for work at 7am? I cannot miss work...no one has my back this time. F.