My big lesson of the day has got to be not asking questions that seem to point in the wrong direction. No matter how hard I try, I somehow always start to think about these questions and of course I can't help but ask them. The honest truth is, even though I ask these questions as if I'm trying to pressure or change the situation, I'm not sure that I can actually follow through with it if things went my way. I think that much healing is needed at this point.
What was said will be lifted up to God and what remains in my heart, will also be lifted up to God. I can only trust that this is God doing his work.
" I give my life to follow; everything I believed in...now I surrender."
Yes, I sometimes question," Why should I do this? Why should I be around when in the end I leave with nothing?" The answer I somehow always end up with is...Love. Unconditional Love. I believe that whenever I think of this, God is working through me to get me to that realization.
I continue to pray and hope that the light at the end of the tunnel is not too far away.
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