I think I did everything I could. It's been such a long 3 days. I have literally been on my feet from morning to night everyday. From preparing to baking to cooking. I'm surprised I got it all done. The most important thing is that it was a success. More people came than we thought and the birthday boy was happy.
I wish I was better at not having expectations. It just happens so subconsciously though. I can't help it.
It sucks when you want to help but you end up messing up more than helping. My mom came home today and she looked kind of upset. I didn't know what was wrong and I was so busy getting the food cooked that I didn't ask. She finally told me that I inserted the chips to the mother boards wrong. So my mom helps my aunt with her job. She puts together parts for machines like DVD players, gaming machines, etc. I felt so bad. I just didn't want my mom to have to hurt her back inserting every little chip. Even my back hurts after I finish them. So I'm a little bummed because of that.
Anyway, maybe what I need to do is just step back.
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