Passion

Wondering why it's 4:20 am and I'm still awake blogging? I just felt that it was worthy of blogging. I've spent the past 3 hours building something that I thought wouldn't be that tough to build. I mean, all you have to do is match the numbers right? Wrong. There are so many pieces and I really didn't know where to start. But! after 3 hours, I've managed to put most of it together and it's lookin' pretty darn awesome! When I'm done with it, I'll be sure to post a picture. I can't really say what it is just yet...just in case.

Nothing really can stop me when I am passionate about it. Well, besides my rational mind. haha. I guess after a while, my mind started saying, okay Tracy, you have to wake up at 9 tomorrow for work and you're still wide awake working on this thing. Go to sleep before you end up looking like a zombie tomorrow. I guess I understand why some people enjoy creating things so much. It's so self-gratifying knowing that you've accomplished something with your bare hands. I think it's a big motivation too if you were making it for someone.

Anyway, I better stop before I divulge too much information. The point is, I've been hand-making things and I really love it! I love thinking of ways to make it work. I love the feeling when I've gotten it to work. I love the gradual process. You can't take two pieces and slap it together and hope that it will work. You have to find that missing piece that will hold them together. Like in relationships, if you don't have that missing piece (God), you either won't work, or you'll eventually fall apart.

Anyway, it is super passed my bedtime. I better catch some zZzzZz.