Abandoned

Ok, I was trying to avoid this as much as I could but I guess I should just share some of my feelings instead of having it boggle up in my mind. I've been feeling a bit abandoned. I know it's tough and there's not always enough time to say hello, but I can't help but feel like I've been left behind. I'm probably going to struggle with this for a long while but it's better to come to terms with it and be honest with how I truly feel. I'm still searching for meaning and praying for the grace to understand. I just wish that I always felt loved by You and you.