Love...

...those who have faith in you sometimes go astray.

I waited and I still had faith in you. It's now 12:33am and I'm still trying to have faith in you. You asked me to have faith in you.

Maybe I need to realize that I'm only a distraction. I'm no where near your priority list. I surrender.

I wouldn't want to get in the way of something that makes you truly happy. This distraction will leave you alone.

I know what role I want you to play in my life, and what role I want to play in yours, but it's impossible if you don't see the same.

I'll cherish the fond memories and words of endearment from the past and recent. The rest I'll leave up to God.

Oh by the way, happy Easter.

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My mom is truly my angel. My dad's already one but I hardly ever get to see him. It's such a great feeling to know that I can tell my mom almost anything and cry while I'm telling her, and she'd listen to everything and not reprimand me. My mom is my friend. How many people consider their parents their friends? Anyway, she just confirmed that it's hard and it's going to be hard but prayers will get us through.