What's on my mind?

Why do you doubt me? Why do you doubt us?

What is doubt?

doubt
–verb
1. to be uncertain about; consider questionable or unlikely; hesitate to believe.
2. to distrust.
3. to fear; be apprehensive about.

I guess I also had this doubt, but is it still a doubt if I continue to believe that we can be one, and that we can be one with Him?

I had a good conversation with a friend, Thomas Flowers. He's in his second year with the Novitiate. In another 9 years, he will become a Jesuit priest. He offered a lot of insight that I guess had been on my mind but I just needed someone who's actually experiencing the same thing to give me his perspective.

He said," now is a good time for YOU to discern what YOU want to do. Discern whether your choices will be worthwhile for you and will provide you with consolation. Don't discern someone else's future."

I know it's a confusing time, no matter how much you try to hide it. I'm not as strong as you are I guess. I can't hide it as well. I'm pretty confused, but it's during times like these that I feel myself getting closer to Him.

Thank you for saying hello...especially when I was thinking of you. =)