Although, it's a bit windy and cold, I'm glad it's nice and bright outside. I woke up at 10. Mmmmm...sleep. That was good. So, after I did my morning routine, I started working on my sound collage. I really liked it. I mean, what's more fun than making music for an assignment?! =] If I spent more time on it, I think it would've been a better collage but I think it's ok for the first one.
Anyway, as I was driving to class, I was thinking about you. I thought about the things that made me sad, then I looked out my window and the sky was so blue and the clouds were nice and fluffy. There is so much that we fail to notice when we're so absorbed in our thoughts. We fail to see the beauty of God's creation, whether it be in nature, or in the people driving by us.
Yes. I do a lot of thinking and yes, it's very obvious most of the time. But after a lot of thinking and praying I should add, I've come to acknowledge my vulnerability and my desires and how it relates to God's desires for me. I've given a lot of my attention to God but I don't think I've laid all my love on Him and that's probably why I've been so distraught. I've been paying way too much attention to you and me that I forgot about Him and me. You're right, "my heart will not rest, until it rests in You."
My last thought before I left my house was...if I have faith in God, then I must have faith in HIs plans for me.
Not fighting this is the biggest fight I'm willing to have for us.
3 comments:
so would u say you're a fighter or a lover? or bof?
-tateres
I'd rather just be a lover but if I have to fight for love, then I weeeel. ^_^
I really think you'd love Lightworks...unfortunately we've started already =(...but I can still tell you about my experience and hopefully show you some of the things we do...maybe it'll help you too.
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