Acceptance

I've learned that no matter how hard you try to fight it, it always come down to one thing...whether or not you are willing to accept what God has planned. You are hurt and you're broken, but it's your choice to embrace that brokenness and discern what God may be telling you in the midst of your brokenness. I've had my fair share of blaming, hating, and complaining about why certain things happened the way they did. I guess I owe it to myself and to God to look at it in another perspective.

Even though you chose a different path, I'm still willing to be there. What is God trying to tell me?
I can't go a day without music/singing. What is God trying to tell me?
I get this jittery feeling when I'm doing something for someone or helping someone because I love the anticipation of seeing them smile. What is God trying to tell me?

God is probably trying really hard everyday to tell me something and even though I haven't quite heard what he's trying to tell me, I'll still try to listen.

I guess there's one thing I'm confident of. God's always calling me to love and to love, I will. =]